Are you going through a difficult season in your life right now? Do you feel as if it will never end? I have been there too, friend. I remember thinking if just one good thing would happen to me today.. Just one thing. Do you think when we do not fully trust in the Lord that it is sin? I'm not sure I ever looked at it that way before. Until I had to. It was after my second divorce. A second failed marriage. A single mom again of two boys. Finances were tight to say the least. My second husband was abusive and now on top of everything else I had new fears. I had always had a lot of fears. Fear of failing. Fear of not being accepted. Irrational fears. What if I fail off this balcony? What if my car crashes? What if I am the only one left here when the Lord comes back? What if.... It was paralyzing. I tried to mask it by doing. By trying to be perfect. By trying to please others. By trying to make my own path. By wanting family and others around me so desperatel
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